♥ neglected?

Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 7/31/2008 09:47:00 PM

Those were the days; we're so close.

We made a wish from this fountain in year 2004, that our love will be everlasting.

♥ All is well. Finally.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 7/29/2008 11:05:00 PM

At RP watching SP vs NYP with my pretty Roxanne. (:


She always look very sweet. loveyou((:

After all the storm and rage, everything is calm and peaceful.
I hope all this won't happen again.
I don't wish to be in this situation anymore.
I don't have any bad intentions against any of you.
In fact, i really treasure you girls. (:
It's a waste that our friendship was soured because of that.

I still love you girls. I believe, we all want this friendship.
We'll enjoy genting trip together alright. *cheers*

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♥ End of POLITE.

@ 7/29/2008 12:15:00 AM

Today marks the end of POLITE for Jie,
cos next year he'll be graduating alr.
And, this also means lesser time with roxanne and jaymee.

Things are becoming more unbelievable.
All of us are shocked.

Hope everything goes smooth from now on.
Jie, taught me a good lesson.
Thanks dear.

Today's matches were exciting!
SP vs NYP; both are good and they're fighting for 2nd place.
TP vs RP; Junior Richard's 3points were superb!
NP vs ITE; close fight, and with me wanting NP to win~
Aftermath, prize presentation. TP'S THE CHAMP!!

Had a great chat with rox about her windsurfing camp.
Sounds fun.
But I think i sucked at it. I believe I can't even make it move. haha.
Seeing her hitting the gym, it gives me slight motivation to go too.
But with my laziness. it's difficult.
Pretty Rox, do upload our photos den i can get from your blog! :)

Didn't talk much with Jaymee,
cos we were both engrossed watching the match.
Haha. The match was somehow funny too.
It's gonna be long till the next time we meet.

Gwen's always missing,
it's only till the match end then i'll see her.
She's cute. I like her vintage dressing.
Cutie, do send me the photo that you helped mj & i take. Thanks! :)

After the prize presentation,
Jie and I went to eat Mac!!
oh yes, it's so satisfying..
hmm.. *slurps* + *burps*

-Home Sweet Home-

♥ stuck in lift!

Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 7/27/2008 03:20:00 AM

25th July; Night
A funny yet scary experience. haha
Yesterday night went to Cell Group at AMK.
Dad bought them Durians.
So we ate happily and chit-chat happily.
I got to know one more friend from church, he's Jerry. Nice to meet you:)
After that it's time to go off.
We all went to take the only lift in that entire block.
Actually we didnt wanna squeeze Uncle Sam and Jerry in.
But they all keep asking them in.
So they came in. (8adults, 1kid and a gunnysack of DURIAN SHELLS)
It went downn... and downn.. and downnn BELOW FIRST LEVEL!!
and the door did not open!!
I quickly press the emerg. bell. Little rebecca was shouting "HELP!"
Lol.
It was so funny!
We got rescued after 20mins.
So many people outside looking at us.
There is this guy who keeps laughing or smiling. (i don't know which)
MY SPECIAL EXPERIENCE..

26th July
Met darling.
Feeling was a little wierd and awkward. (don't know why also)
Took quite some time to feel comfy.
The feeling is like 'we're drifted' kind? something along that line, i guess.
Gave him a BIG HUG and apologized for yesterday's tiff.
yes, it's my fault. i treasure you alot. i know u treasure me ALOT too:)
Went to queensway with the objective of using his vouchers.
But we ended up with FOOD HUNTING! :))
oh yes yes yes!! i simply love food hunting.
I don't know why, but i just love to eat.
though knowing i will regret and feel guilty after that. lol.
What a stupid girl.
Ate Laksa & tutu kueh.
Went to Anchorpoint; walked awhile.
Headed to Ikea for the Hotdog bun (with LOTSA mustard&chilli sauce)
Bus-ed down to TPY.
Printed the photos of the Award Ceremony of bb for his mummy.
Walked to a hawker centre for DRY U-MIAN, ORR-LUA, ICE-KACHANG & GREEN BEAN SOUP!! :))))
SUPER YUMMY!
Collected photos and we headed HOME:)

I LOVE FOOD HUNTING.
most importantly, i love YOU!

i'll cherish our relationship. thanks for not giving up on me. i know i'm VERY sensitive, suspicious and unreasonable. sorry.


I LOVE ROXANNE ALOT ALOT !! haha.
i'm so glad you're not a judgemental person :))))
Cos i used to have many friends who tease me. and i don't like them so much. >.<
Hope you don't mind having a fat and pimply friend.
Take care, my pretty friend.

♥ moody.

Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 7/25/2008 05:44:00 PM

What's wrong?
Nothing seems to go RIGHT.
I'm angry with myself. >.<

many many downs.
Where are the ups?

Nothing seems to go MY WAY too.
Wanted to eat Tau Suan ytd, but no more.
Was craving for it for so long alr.
Wasn't angry or anything.
Just felt that, why do you like to see me in sucha state.
You've succeded. :)

Everything piled up.
More and more each hour and each day.
I told no one.
I don't feel like saying out either.
I feel there isn't any point in saying it.
So what for, it'll only bring disharmony.
So, ssshhhh.....

As usual, at night is the time when i pour out everything,
and started blaming myself for these and that.
I've tried my best not to be like that.
But, I just couldn't.
I don't know why.
Probably, I can, when I don't care everything.

Today went to school with swollen eyes.
Met a crazy person on the bus.
I was very scared.
He made me so alert that I wasn't tired on bus.
Reached school; late.
He didn't notice.
So, don't wanna say much oso.
Life still goes on.

AS USUAL again, the comments and sentences from the mouth,
are out to create downs for me.
I didn't have any reaction and response,
but i heard it LOUD & CLEAR.
Pretended to be unaware of it.
But my heart and mind was fast in self-reacting.
Here it goes, my mood went low.

Do you see a security guard instigating others to rob the house he is guarding?
He is suppose to protect and make the owners feel secured.
Instead, he led insecurity to them.
Contradicting security?
What is security?
You make me confused.

Again, why do people like to say about religion?
I already keep my mouth SHUT about it.
But......
sigh. let's not say.
I'm stressed and pressured from both side.
I guess, you'll never understand me.
You'll never be contented with me.
Oh, Xiao Zhu said "One will always feel that the other person's girlfriend is better"
IT'S SO TRUE! I was like, nodding my head in agreement.
I'm not that good afterall. SERIOUSLY!

So many things happened. I will bear with it. I hope everything will be over soon.
I made wishes and I hope they will come true.

♥ God brought me up.

Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 7/24/2008 12:26:00 AM

Cranky.

Don't know why.
Just very moody.
Didn't feel like talking.
Kept quiet and did my classwork.

Do not insult my religion.
I'm proud to be a Christian.

I'll not turn my back on God.

My anger was raging!!
Breathe in, breathe out..
cool down.

God brought me up to who I am today,
an upright person.

♥ Silence

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 7/22/2008 08:54:00 PM

♥ Mustafa Alone..

Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 7/19/2008 06:32:00 PM

Speechless.. (It's all written on my heart)

Mine & Joel


Retail Therapy = Satisfaction


Lonely doesn't mean unhappiness. Find joy in life.


Conquered Little India & Mustafa with 'em..



Morning- Sleep Therapy
Afternoon- Beauty & Retail Therapy
Night- Food Therapy (BBQ)



Listening to: The Greatest Love of All.

♥ Teardrops keep falling...

Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 7/18/2008 12:39:00 AM


I admit it's my fault. I rightfully and willingly admit it. But I was a little hurt, to realize i was that bad.

I'm so confused. Mixed feeling. Don't know where my mind is. I'm so stress. What should I do?

Pls wash my brain and let my thinking be simple and nice. Make me an open girl. I dun wish to continue with this stupid brain's thinking. It takes a toll on me. I'm dying from it.

Give me a break, i'll will change. can i be oblivious of everything around me? can i be like ah wang, dunno anything and lead a simple life.


You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar...

♥ Palawan Beach

Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 7/13/2008 01:59:00 PM

I LOVE SENTOSA ~

2ND WEEK THERE!
This time at Palawan Beach.


Took lotsa pictures. :)


I MISS YOU, BABY...

♥ Wonderful time

Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 7/09/2008 01:42:00 AM



Nothing beats having a wonderful time with HIM .